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Wednesday, 15 August 2007

  • I was doing well all day today, but about 45 minutes ago, I started freaking out.  Freaking out about everything.  Leaving. Arriving.  My classes. Not knowing anyone.  The expectations I have for seeing the people I know over there.  I think the expectations are the biggest thing...I need to let go of them before they don't come true and I end up disappointed. Oh my.  I knew this would happen, but never really knew the terror would be quite so, well, terrifying.

Tuesday, 14 August 2007

  • I'm 99% ready to go.  I feel like I have the right amount of clothes and the right amount of stuff distributed appropriately amongst my two suitcases and two carry ons (well, one carry on and a large "purse").  Tomorrow is going to be a day of waiting....and waiting....and waiting. And oh yeah, a little bit of freaking out, too. 

    I'm very happy I got to go back to Lawrence for a couple nights, but getting on to campus, and now looking through Hawk Week photos leaves me a little despondent about missing my favorite place in the world during my favorite time of year during what is (most likely) the last time I'll have the opportunity to spend the fall there.  One of my friends told me to buck up because I"ll be in ENGLAND during the fall (and they probably aren't too shabby there), but I'm still sad to go without tailgating and football and the smell of burning leaves in the country and those oh so amazing fall nights.  But I will buck up..and next year at this time I"ll probably be missing England....maybe....

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